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Of course, that’s your first love.
Everyone can fall in love for how many times they want in their lives, but the first sprint of that love will always leave marks in their hearts. First love becomes so special and hard to forget just like how a child first goes to school, how a raindrop first touches the ground, and how a mother sees her first baby. First love gives you not just memories but also lessons to ponder because of those first times you once experienced.
i. It’s your first hoity-toity moments. Since it was your first time to be in a relationship, every sweet gesture counted. Surprises gave that different feeling in your heart. Messages with those sweet lines and quotes in it, the unexpected hugs, and even the presence of that person, always put butterflies inside your stomach.
ii. It’s your first official date. First love, obviously, became the way for you to have your first and official date with that someone. The moment when you had so many problems the night before your date was a disaster. When you can’t decide the right dress to wear, the right way to do, and the right move to make was an uneasy thought of course. But what matters the most was that, in that official and memorable day, you knew that your looks were never an issue. You both enjoyed it by the way.
iii. It’s your first holding-hands-while-walking experience. Before, it was a dream for you to experience this. That the person you first loved would be so proud of you and hold your hands in public. So your dream came true but there was still the awkwardness at the beginning. You both didn’t know who will make the first move that time. You didn’t know how to hold each others’ hands. But everything became so unexpected. You just hold each others’ hand without any hesitations and you felt so happy by that time.
iv. It’s your first kiss. Ugh, that moment when you just looked to the eyes of each other and you felt that urge to take that opportunity of that first kiss. It was so perfect and romantic. That it was full of love and sweetness from the both of you. That you longed for each other’s lips. That you felt so loved because of that moment. It’s still unexplainable.
v. It’s your first celebration of all the –saries. Weeksaries turned into months. Monthsaries turned into years. And it was your first celebration of your anniversary. That moment when you were too excited to celebrate each days and months of you being together. You had so many plans on how you were going to celebrate the special moments of your relationship.
vi. It’s your first jealousy and distrust. Because it was your first time to fall in love, you were just so protective that every person lurking around your lover, you easily got jealous and then doubted his/her trust. I think, it was normal.
vii. It’s your first love quarrel. Then the first love quarrel came on the way. You both fought because of the jealousy and the distrust. You fought because of the small things you failed to do. You fought because you forgot the dates and special days of your relationship.
viii. It’s your first break-up. First love will be your first break-up of course. After all the love and the memories, both of you gave up. You cried because you were hurt. You cried because you thought it was the first and the last. You cried because you thought that the person will be the one you’ll spend forever with. It was your first heartache and it hurts.